LOL!!!! its my first time on here writing about what ever lol..!!!

I usually keep a diary on my computer.. well its a word document! lol...


ummmm I can basically typing anything I want in here.. cause people dont know I have this account hahahah wooooooooo!

okies.. wellllllll
I am still kinda confused... no.. I dont think I am.. I think I am hiding the fact that.. what my ex did to me hurt me so much.. and I think I hate her for doing that to me.. dont get me wrong i think she is tops.. but ended it ... when I was inlove with her.. I can not forget that...

I am trying to move forward.. trying to be interested in other girls, but somthing stops me.. I aM NOT GAY.. its jsut i feel weird..

for instance.. I had a chance with a girl.. just to play with her hair.. and I couldnt do it.. It felt weird to me.. and as somthing little as that.. is really stupid..

I guess I dont want my ex to find out.. becuase I am the type of person who considers other peoples feelings before my own...

*sigh*.... yeahhh



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THATs how i was feeling ! now onto my art side!!! hahahaha WOOOOO!!!

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I love photoshop!!! and i think i'm ok at it! lol!!!..i dont have a camera so the onyl times when i have new materials to work with.. its when i go to parties lol!!!
BUTTTT!!!!!!! YESSS!!!

check all my stuff out..

if i get time I do anime wallpapers.!!... dont know hhow to to do them awesome yet!! but i shall learn in time!!!


anywhoooo

hope you guys are grate!!

laterZ